Monday, July 19, 2010

You know shit! i do too!!! =)

So for the past few weeks my mom has been a hater i don't know probably cause her military boyfriend isn't around. she acts like she's a queen or something. i know she's mom but when she scolds us about telling people they owe as and shit she acts like she doesn't do it. you know i would really really really rather die and give my life to someone who deserves to live cause i don't think i'm even useful to the freaking people around me. like what the fuck.

hehe i may seem like a rude kid but at the moment i don't feel any love for my family

maybe tomorrow

haayy what a happy birthday

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

i decided to turn this into an online journal.

only a few people would be able to read this anyway.

my aunt's birthday. had a blast.

she called me illegitimate.

Alpha Rica Suzibel (This honestly is,worth reading for.)

giving you a hint. well this post is all about my cousin.

she spent 9 years of her life here in the united states. unluckily adopting the bad attitude of her friends. (and not the good ones. jeez.) based on what i hear FROM ALL of my relatives she’s most of the time out of her mind. she doesn’t have gratitude to anyone who’s ever given her help.

so last February, her brother (my cousin who resides with us for the mean time) trusted her and gave her 4000$ dollars which he is gonna take again after a week. i don’t know why he didn’t get a bank account.. don’t ask me. a few days after he tried to contact alpha. but alpha didn’t answer. she got a new line. shit happened. she went to the Philippines taking away all my cousin’s cash.

so after my cousin’s moving last march i had to deal with him everyday saying hearing that he’s broke. he doesn’t have money. he’s gone crazy. seeing him and his mother like this for almost a year isn’t so nice at all whilst seeing her sister living the good life in the Philippines. he has a job but earns only a little a month. which isn’t even enough to rent an apartment.

yes. i’m only fifteen. and yes i may not know so much. but i do know that SHE stole her OWN BROTHER’S money. i don’t know what she did with the money and i don’t really want to know.

Yesterday she made a status in Facebook saying “Norcali ;)” her mom is expecting her here in bayonne. i made a comment saying “Norcali? go visit your mom first. You’re only thinking about yourself again.” i still posted it knowing its wrong. she sarcastically replied “Who are you,my mom has money in the bank you know.” PURE LIES. her mom barely has.. ugh but anyway.

I posted a status in facebook saying “Umm..who steals from her own brother?”

I DID NOT SPECIFICALLY SAID ANYONE’S NAME

she said.. “Who’s an illegitimate child?”

i did not get offended. i’m not one anyways. and its not even a fucking big deal. atleast my family is happy. my parents are separated for like 5 years but guess what bitch, my dad’s gonna bring me to canada and never fails to support and spoil me. (but i’d rather stay here in new jersey though.) and he visits me frequently.

i didn’t want to make a big issue. i wasn’t scared. i was wise enough to respect her. i said sorry. she said shiz

I did not ofend in that issue„ is for person who don’t really know what happens..god bless

okay. she did not offend. i get it. i get it.

she said more shizz on my wall post to her though. i don’t know what to say. “she said i wasn’t raised up to know what to say or write on a facebook wall.” what do you expect bitch? my parents raise me to lie about the truth on a social networking site?

Hahaha don’t get kacky dear lah me waging dito sa house ko:))11 hours ago ·

Rica Kabigting Ate ikay thanx lol Ganon talaga pag Hindi tinuruaan ng tama pag salita ng facebook wall„ @jamie Ruth Bungay I’m not offnd in that trashy wrote„ u don’t know what really happen dear;) god bless

Rica Kabigting Jaime Kolokoy I’m not mad I love it :p
if andrew ur cuzn told u ba BA k then tell him back and say ur loser jk!! Trasy talk is bitch u know that„ NASA lugar :0!!

part time thoughts on my one day crush.

so besides my ugly ex. i don’t think i’ll find anyone as perfect as him. trust me he has the potential of being a dreamboy,except..he’s not that cute. my siria and a couple said he was. i say he’s not. his facebook is useless. (?)

So last night my friend, Mae asked me if i like someone here in bayonne. i immediately said no (Sorry Mae. i was shy.) but i actually..i think..i do like someone. He doesn’t know. i hope he never will. He is cute. he is funny. i think he has a girlfriend? well. they break up. they date again. so i’m not really sure whats going on with his lovelife. or whatever you call. I’d tell you one good memory with him. but then it would be obvious. i don’t think he finds me beautiful. i wish he does. he loves to mess around with me on facebook. he isn’t a tease.. but he likes teasing me. to someone else.

he is most of the time mean to me, well. not mean like imma beat you up mean. like mean playing with you mean. sometimes i wished it meant something. but i know it doesn’t mean anything every time. i wish he knew. i wish he didn’t at the same time. i love it when he smiles at meee. i like him to bits.

But. Anyway. I’m. Not. A. Regulation. Cutie. So. Here. Goes. My. Hope.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

?!

understandable!? looool. is there such a word.

well anyway..


(:<3

Saturday, March 20, 2010

bad romance.



before make up.



after make up.



first day of spring,my sister .^

~-~
the last person i liked was literally a big mistake. this blog is 1/2 about her and her only. oh well.

photo rain.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

bored like hey?

1) Who sits next to u ?
Germaine and Britnny.

2) What class is it?
Pre-Math

3) Have you ever fallen asleep in first period?
no.


4) Do you like anyone in the class? as friends?
no.

PERIOD 2:
1) What class is it ?
Social Studies

2) are you failing that class?
so far? no.

3) Who sits next to you?
Shayna,

4) What do you do in this class?
Outline.

PERIOD 3:
1) What class is it?
Computer

2) Who's the teacher?
Ms.Giordano,

3) Are you allowed to eat in this class?
No,

4) Do you have friends in that class?
Yes.


5) Who do you sit with?
Judy

PERIOD 4:
1) What class is it?

Read.V

2) Do you like anyone in this class?
no,

3) What do you do in this class?
vocabulary,vocabulary

RANDOM QUESTIONS:
Your locker number?
we have cabinets,

How many A's do you have?
i'm new :|:|

The cafeteria food good?
hell to the no.

Do You Like your school?
yes.